Cause for Celebration
♥ Wednesday, March 12 12:56 AM
I'm making up my mind ..
I'll forget you in time.
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I have the tendancy to leave it alone when it isn't worth the pain & suffering anymore.
There is no point in trying, when there's nothing left to save.
When your sole relationship has no foundation, where the walls that used to keep it strong have fallen, where the doors are no longer open, but shut.
There's moments in life when enough is enough, the reason for holding on is no longer desirable, & your new best friend of 'let go' comes to greet you at your closed, unwelcoming door.
But my door has opened, & has forced me to do the unimaginable.
A long time ago, I once learned that leaving it alone, letting it go, forgetting about it & moving on is for the better.
You realise, you don't need them. You don't need to know about them, how they are, what they've been up to, what's changing. You don't need to know how they feel about you.
It then turns into a sudden enlightenment of, you don't want to know. You don't want to know anything.
Because as cruel as it may be, it's the best thing that can happen to me. A pure blessing.
When somebody decides to leave a life of hurt, we should celebrate. Being set free should be celebrated. Being released from emotional blackmail should be celebrated. Because when we decide to let go of these relationships, we choose to be happy, instead of being tied down to the pain another often inflicts us with.
This marks a time for celebration.
A toast to new beginnings.
A toast to happiness.
A toast to myself, for finally acknowledging what must be done.
Cause for Celebration
♥ Wednesday, March 12 12:56 AM
I'm making up my mind ..
I'll forget you in time.
***
I have the tendancy to leave it alone when it isn't worth the pain & suffering anymore.
There is no point in trying, when there's nothing left to save.
When your sole relationship has no foundation, where the walls that used to keep it strong have fallen, where the doors are no longer open, but shut.
There's moments in life when enough is enough, the reason for holding on is no longer desirable, & your new best friend of 'let go' comes to greet you at your closed, unwelcoming door.
But my door has opened, & has forced me to do the unimaginable.
A long time ago, I once learned that leaving it alone, letting it go, forgetting about it & moving on is for the better.
You realise, you don't need them. You don't need to know about them, how they are, what they've been up to, what's changing. You don't need to know how they feel about you.
It then turns into a sudden enlightenment of, you don't want to know. You don't want to know anything.
Because as cruel as it may be, it's the best thing that can happen to me. A pure blessing.
When somebody decides to leave a life of hurt, we should celebrate. Being set free should be celebrated. Being released from emotional blackmail should be celebrated. Because when we decide to let go of these relationships, we choose to be happy, instead of being tied down to the pain another often inflicts us with.
This marks a time for celebration.
A toast to new beginnings.
A toast to happiness.
A toast to myself, for finally acknowledging what must be done.
Seductress
As you've guessed, my name is Thea which is greek for goddess. I'm a seventeen year old, who currently attends Macquarie University
studying B-Comm accounting.
I was born on the eighteenth day of April 1990, which makes me a firey Aries and born in the year of the Horse, who has a love for diamonds and
romance.
I am an only child which explains the abnormal behaviour I promulgate. Throughout the years I've learned how to entertain myself without
turning into a complete psychopath. Unfortunately, I dislike the spoilt brat cliche I'm often imposed with. I don't consider myself a snob, who is
obsessed with materialistic highs. Although I admit I can be a brat .. sometimes, especially when you push the wrong buttons.
I'd assume if you met me, you'd think I'm very much angelic, quiet & bubbly. Only the last would probably be true. I'd say I have split personalities,
not only split but multiple! One day I could be tearing your head off, the next I'd be showering you with hugs & kisses. But one thing is certain,
whatever my mood, I'll express it with my face & actions. I'm often told that I have mature thoughts, & that only applies sometimes as I'm a kid at
heart.
My hair is naturally brown, so please don't annoy me by asking what colour dye I use. My father being spanish explains why an Asian like me
doesn't have charcoal black hair. I was born and raised for four years in the Philippines until my family migrated to Australia.
Being asian has its quirks, such as having the ability to outrun anything, having a super fast metabolism, believing in the supernatural and
being tiny enough to fit into small crevices. Or maybe the last aberration only applies to me, I'm what you would call 'petite.'
I follow the Catholic religion, so you'd probably see me attending church every Sunday morning or night and reading the bible for inspirational
quotes on how to live my life. But this doesn't mean I'm perfect, I do of course have flaws.
You'll see me prowling around the area with mainly boys. Boys are genuine & don't usually obsess about useless gossips. I enjoy being one of the
boys. Playing sports, being immature and immersing myself in obscure activities, which in most cases are illegal, absolutely hilarious
and extremely fun!
Yes, I'm an athletic type. I'll be up for anything! Throughout my years, the sports that I have competed in have been Basketball, Indoor Soccer &
Swimming.
Not only do I enjoy playing, but I love watching sports. What girl can resist hot, sweaty boys? With their big muscular arms and
athletic body. Rugby does it for me! & those basketball & soccer players - oh damn.
I'm currently content with being single. I'm not looking for anything temporary, & I'm not really keen in looking or testing out the
waters. But you know what they say, you think you know what you want .. but you really haven't a clue. If you're really something amazing, you
may sweep me off my feet without me or you even knowing.
I have issues with technology, as I believe they killed any prospects of romance. Then again it could just be the boys of my generation
that don't seem to have the romantic gene. Old fashioned dates is something I want revived!
Reading beautiful prose is what I live for. I'm what you would call a book nerd and I'm a sucker for Romance novels. Although a hearty laugh is
what I love. Books allow me to escape into a realm on contentment, which my life usually lacks.
Throughout my life, I've met a few bad eggs, so don't hate if I have trust issues. I also have a habit of twisting your words to
suit my frame of mind. It takes someone special to beat me at my mind games. My advise, give up & let me win, you'll do me & yourself a favour.
Feel privilaged if I call you a friend. This does not include if you are someone on my MSN list or if I have accepted you on myspace. But once you're
in my little network of 'true friends' you'll be showered with love & appreciation. You'll also get an earful of how great I am & how lucky you
are to have someone sexy like me in your life!
I'm going to end with the best thing to do in the world! & that is eating. It's my favourite thing to do! Food is the most
beautiful thing on this whole entire planet. It never disappoints! More likely than not you'll find me chewing, if not, i'll have a bag of
treats secretly stashed.
babii_tey@hotmail.com
♥ MQU. Legal & a spolit BRAT. more?
Appearances can be deceiving. In my case it's true.
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Disclaimer
Any spelling or grammatical errors are due to very rare epileptic fits I experience in my fingers & spasms
experienced in the brain.
Mind you, no one else will experience such occurances. If you can't deal with that, you are free to chuck your own spasms & make yourself look
like a delusional fool.
