Have you ever had something go terribly wrong? Where your life is consumed by stress (due to work, uni, family, friends, issues relating to ... stuff) & all you can do is shut up & keep it all bottled inside. Times like these the situation asks you to fake it.

Fake a smile, fake that you are okay, fake that everything is perfectly right, fake that you're not affected and fake that you are happy in order to convince yourself all the aforementioned white lies are true. You radiate a sunny & bubbly vibe, when inside you're screaming for help and slowly going insane.

Even when you're concerned with always being occupied, having a busy schedule, you can't escape those haunting thoughts that flood your mind once you're alone with just your head. I was expecting this to be different. I just realised that you can never really escape your problems by being busy. I always thought that keeping busy causes you to forget. I was so wrong.

So now, I shall paint a smile on my canvas & illuminate a pretty, tranquil picture.

Have you ever had something go terribly wrong? Where your life is consumed by stress (due to work, uni, family, friends, issues relating to ... stuff) & all you can do is shut up & keep it all bottled inside. Times like these the situation asks you to fake it.

Fake a smile, fake that you are okay, fake that everything is perfectly right, fake that you're not affected and fake that you are happy in order to convince yourself all the aforementioned white lies are true. You radiate a sunny & bubbly vibe, when inside you're screaming for help and slowly going insane.

Even when you're concerned with always being occupied, having a busy schedule, you can't escape those haunting thoughts that flood your mind once you're alone with just your head. I was expecting this to be different. I just realised that you can never really escape your problems by being busy. I always thought that keeping busy causes you to forget. I was so wrong.

So now, I shall paint a smile on my canvas & illuminate a pretty, tranquil picture.

As you've guessed, my name is Thea which is greek for goddess. I'm a seventeen year old, who currently attends Macquarie University studying B-Comm accounting.

I was born on the eighteenth day of April 1990, which makes me a firey Aries and born in the year of the Horse, who has a love for diamonds and romance.

I am an only child which explains the abnormal behaviour I promulgate. Throughout the years I've learned how to entertain myself without turning into a complete psychopath. Unfortunately, I dislike the spoilt brat cliche I'm often imposed with. I don't consider myself a snob, who is obsessed with materialistic highs. Although I admit I can be a brat .. sometimes, especially when you push the wrong buttons.

I'd assume if you met me, you'd think I'm very much angelic, quiet & bubbly. Only the last would probably be true. I'd say I have split personalities, not only split but multiple! One day I could be tearing your head off, the next I'd be showering you with hugs & kisses. But one thing is certain, whatever my mood, I'll express it with my face & actions. I'm often told that I have mature thoughts, & that only applies sometimes as I'm a kid at heart.

My hair is naturally brown, so please don't annoy me by asking what colour dye I use. My father being spanish explains why an Asian like me doesn't have charcoal black hair. I was born and raised for four years in the Philippines until my family migrated to Australia.

Being asian has its quirks, such as having the ability to outrun anything, having a super fast metabolism, believing in the supernatural and being tiny enough to fit into small crevices. Or maybe the last aberration only applies to me, I'm what you would call 'petite.'

I follow the Catholic religion, so you'd probably see me attending church every Sunday morning or night and reading the bible for inspirational quotes on how to live my life. But this doesn't mean I'm perfect, I do of course have flaws.

You'll see me prowling around the area with mainly boys. Boys are genuine & don't usually obsess about useless gossips. I enjoy being one of the boys. Playing sports, being immature and immersing myself in obscure activities, which in most cases are illegal, absolutely hilarious and extremely fun!

Yes, I'm an athletic type. I'll be up for anything! Throughout my years, the sports that I have competed in have been Basketball, Indoor Soccer & Swimming.

Not only do I enjoy playing, but I love watching sports. What girl can resist hot, sweaty boys? With their big muscular arms and athletic body. Rugby does it for me! & those basketball & soccer players - oh damn.

I'm currently content with being single. I'm not looking for anything temporary, & I'm not really keen in looking or testing out the waters. But you know what they say, you think you know what you want .. but you really haven't a clue. If you're really something amazing, you may sweep me off my feet without me or you even knowing.

I have issues with technology, as I believe they killed any prospects of romance. Then again it could just be the boys of my generation that don't seem to have the romantic gene. Old fashioned dates is something I want revived!

Reading beautiful prose is what I live for. I'm what you would call a book nerd and I'm a sucker for Romance novels. Although a hearty laugh is what I love. Books allow me to escape into a realm on contentment, which my life usually lacks.

Throughout my life, I've met a few bad eggs, so don't hate if I have trust issues. I also have a habit of twisting your words to suit my frame of mind. It takes someone special to beat me at my mind games. My advise, give up & let me win, you'll do me & yourself a favour.

Feel privilaged if I call you a friend. This does not include if you are someone on my MSN list or if I have accepted you on myspace. But once you're in my little network of 'true friends' you'll be showered with love & appreciation. You'll also get an earful of how great I am & how lucky you are to have someone sexy like me in your life!

I'm going to end with the best thing to do in the world! & that is eating. It's my favourite thing to do! Food is the most beautiful thing on this whole entire planet. It never disappoints! More likely than not you'll find me chewing, if not, i'll have a bag of treats secretly stashed.