I don't have any idea what to blog about, but I suppose I can just elaborate on what rolls off the tip of my tongue.

These things take time. Right now, I'm quite happy lingering around, floating & exploring. I'm actually enjoying the love affair I'm having with life.

I'm opening my eyes to the possibilities of being independant & giving myself an extra boost of self-esteem. My ability to get through on my own, & to cry on my own shoulder, which is about bloody time. I'm extending my awareness of my own capabilites & experiencing first hand how absolutely strong & mighty I can be - for a little "baby" like me.

When you decide to be happy, I guess it's like being hit with a pimple. Totally expected & unexpected at the same time. You wake up one day & get surprised by the huge red mountain on your face. Then you think back & realise you're paying the price for chocolate & french fries. The analogy applies for happiness, you pay the price for getting over the issue & moving on from it.

See what I've figured out is you don't have to ask to be forgiven & you don't have to tell someone that they are. It just happens like an unexpected cataclysmic event that could possibly submerge a third of the earth's surface with hot ash & pumice. Then when you decide you're over the pain, you can focus on just being happy. Suddenly the realm of contentment becomes clear as the clouds slowly fade & your surroundings become clearer & clearer. Goodbye fog, hello sunshine!

We waste so much energy trying to be angry & sad, all for what? To ironically make a useless point & to be hit with an array of wrinkles when you hit your twenties? No thanks! I may get laugh lines, but well defined cheeks are far better than a sad droopy face.

When we decide to go with the flow, everything around you falls into place. No matter what the puzzle piece may be, it fits perfectly into the jigsaw. Instead of forcing the piece to fit, you accept that it doesn't, & somehow, after more pieces fall perfectly into place, the piece that you couldn't quite fit suddenly fits perfectly into your jigsaw.

I like looking back at the memories I shared with the people who don't matter now, & I love looking back at the beautiful memories created with the people who still matter to me. No matter how painful the experience was, in most cases I can see the beauty of it. I can look back & smile.

My only regret is that I didn't decide to be happier sooner. It could of saved me many more tears & sleepless nights. But now that I've made it this far - I don't ever want to go back!

I don't have any idea what to blog about, but I suppose I can just elaborate on what rolls off the tip of my tongue.

These things take time. Right now, I'm quite happy lingering around, floating & exploring. I'm actually enjoying the love affair I'm having with life.

I'm opening my eyes to the possibilities of being independant & giving myself an extra boost of self-esteem. My ability to get through on my own, & to cry on my own shoulder, which is about bloody time. I'm extending my awareness of my own capabilites & experiencing first hand how absolutely strong & mighty I can be - for a little "baby" like me.

When you decide to be happy, I guess it's like being hit with a pimple. Totally expected & unexpected at the same time. You wake up one day & get surprised by the huge red mountain on your face. Then you think back & realise you're paying the price for chocolate & french fries. The analogy applies for happiness, you pay the price for getting over the issue & moving on from it.

See what I've figured out is you don't have to ask to be forgiven & you don't have to tell someone that they are. It just happens like an unexpected cataclysmic event that could possibly submerge a third of the earth's surface with hot ash & pumice. Then when you decide you're over the pain, you can focus on just being happy. Suddenly the realm of contentment becomes clear as the clouds slowly fade & your surroundings become clearer & clearer. Goodbye fog, hello sunshine!

We waste so much energy trying to be angry & sad, all for what? To ironically make a useless point & to be hit with an array of wrinkles when you hit your twenties? No thanks! I may get laugh lines, but well defined cheeks are far better than a sad droopy face.

When we decide to go with the flow, everything around you falls into place. No matter what the puzzle piece may be, it fits perfectly into the jigsaw. Instead of forcing the piece to fit, you accept that it doesn't, & somehow, after more pieces fall perfectly into place, the piece that you couldn't quite fit suddenly fits perfectly into your jigsaw.

I like looking back at the memories I shared with the people who don't matter now, & I love looking back at the beautiful memories created with the people who still matter to me. No matter how painful the experience was, in most cases I can see the beauty of it. I can look back & smile.

My only regret is that I didn't decide to be happier sooner. It could of saved me many more tears & sleepless nights. But now that I've made it this far - I don't ever want to go back!

As you've guessed, my name is Thea which is greek for goddess. I'm a seventeen year old, who currently attends Macquarie University studying B-Comm accounting.

I was born on the eighteenth day of April 1990, which makes me a firey Aries and born in the year of the Horse, who has a love for diamonds and romance.

I am an only child which explains the abnormal behaviour I promulgate. Throughout the years I've learned how to entertain myself without turning into a complete psychopath. Unfortunately, I dislike the spoilt brat cliche I'm often imposed with. I don't consider myself a snob, who is obsessed with materialistic highs. Although I admit I can be a brat .. sometimes, especially when you push the wrong buttons.

I'd assume if you met me, you'd think I'm very much angelic, quiet & bubbly. Only the last would probably be true. I'd say I have split personalities, not only split but multiple! One day I could be tearing your head off, the next I'd be showering you with hugs & kisses. But one thing is certain, whatever my mood, I'll express it with my face & actions. I'm often told that I have mature thoughts, & that only applies sometimes as I'm a kid at heart.

My hair is naturally brown, so please don't annoy me by asking what colour dye I use. My father being spanish explains why an Asian like me doesn't have charcoal black hair. I was born and raised for four years in the Philippines until my family migrated to Australia.

Being asian has its quirks, such as having the ability to outrun anything, having a super fast metabolism, believing in the supernatural and being tiny enough to fit into small crevices. Or maybe the last aberration only applies to me, I'm what you would call 'petite.'

I follow the Catholic religion, so you'd probably see me attending church every Sunday morning or night and reading the bible for inspirational quotes on how to live my life. But this doesn't mean I'm perfect, I do of course have flaws.

You'll see me prowling around the area with mainly boys. Boys are genuine & don't usually obsess about useless gossips. I enjoy being one of the boys. Playing sports, being immature and immersing myself in obscure activities, which in most cases are illegal, absolutely hilarious and extremely fun!

Yes, I'm an athletic type. I'll be up for anything! Throughout my years, the sports that I have competed in have been Basketball, Indoor Soccer & Swimming.

Not only do I enjoy playing, but I love watching sports. What girl can resist hot, sweaty boys? With their big muscular arms and athletic body. Rugby does it for me! & those basketball & soccer players - oh damn.

I'm currently content with being single. I'm not looking for anything temporary, & I'm not really keen in looking or testing out the waters. But you know what they say, you think you know what you want .. but you really haven't a clue. If you're really something amazing, you may sweep me off my feet without me or you even knowing.

I have issues with technology, as I believe they killed any prospects of romance. Then again it could just be the boys of my generation that don't seem to have the romantic gene. Old fashioned dates is something I want revived!

Reading beautiful prose is what I live for. I'm what you would call a book nerd and I'm a sucker for Romance novels. Although a hearty laugh is what I love. Books allow me to escape into a realm on contentment, which my life usually lacks.

Throughout my life, I've met a few bad eggs, so don't hate if I have trust issues. I also have a habit of twisting your words to suit my frame of mind. It takes someone special to beat me at my mind games. My advise, give up & let me win, you'll do me & yourself a favour.

Feel privilaged if I call you a friend. This does not include if you are someone on my MSN list or if I have accepted you on myspace. But once you're in my little network of 'true friends' you'll be showered with love & appreciation. You'll also get an earful of how great I am & how lucky you are to have someone sexy like me in your life!

I'm going to end with the best thing to do in the world! & that is eating. It's my favourite thing to do! Food is the most beautiful thing on this whole entire planet. It never disappoints! More likely than not you'll find me chewing, if not, i'll have a bag of treats secretly stashed.