A little bird once told me that actions speak louder than words. That eighty percent of what a person isn't saying is being emulated through their actions.

What are you meant to believe. A persons actions or words?

Dilemma? For some people, they are often given empty promises followed by cheap excuses when the promises aren't fulfilled. These people are blinded as they fail to see that the person that made them that promise is toxic.

Then there are a select few who have a difficult time trying to express what they're trying to say. They're stuck in limbo & leave it up to their words to explain for them.

Ahh yes, then there are those who don't say anything at all & just leave it up to their actions to communicate. While the surrounding people try hard to decipher what on earth they're trying to express!

I suppose you can truly rely on a persons words when they match it with appropriate actions.

I also conclude that you're confusing. Or maybe that's wishful thinking? Because I don't want to believe my instincts.

I also believe that I'm a bad liar. I keep fighting it when I'm undeniably head over heels. With a clear fat sign on top of my head!

Dumb (duhm) v. Temporarily unable to speak; refraining from any or much speech; silent.

Why is it, that when it comes to the crucial moments in life we get dumb. When we're confronted by a life changing opportunity we're silent. When we're asked questions we already know the anwser to we fail to articulate them through words.

Because we fear. We fear the risk. The risk of hurting.

It's funny how it's the intelligent ones that become dumb. We use our minds to assess these situations & come to a logical conclusion that we'll get hurt if we try. Losing any opportunity of grasping what we want.

It's funny how the dumb ones who speak too openly end up being intelligent. They use their hearts to speak for them. They chase their ambition with the passion that drives them, not with the little voice in their head that tells them not to.

They leap knowing they will get hurt. Leaping, aware of the fact that they'll hurt more if they didn't chase. Going through life with 'what if' echoing through their veins. Society labels them as crazy as they don't conform to logical thinking.

You won't open your mouth because you're scared of admitting the undeniable truth. You get dumb because you're scared of allowing yourself to fall. You're cautious because if you fall you'll hurt. Not just yourself. You're even more scared of hurting the one you want to hold close. Because you know that once you make a wrong move, their world will fall apart. & when their world falls your world will crash & burn as well.

You think you're protecting her from the pain. But you can't keep her safe forever. You can't stop her from getting hurt. The only thing hurting her is the fact that, you're acting dumb.

I've realised that I've deprived you of a good entry for how many weeks now?

I've really got nothing to express, but I do notice that people do great things when inspired.

When people are inspired they're motivated to do things.

Therefore you guys can conclude that I'm not inspired & not very motivated to write.

When something tickles my fancy I'll inform you guys first!

There's nothing shameful about hurting. We were programed to feel.

The pain is like a horrific stabbing, although it only, most definately lasts for just a little while. But like most lacerations, they heal; you're left in the end with nothing broken. You are however, scarred. Just like a tattoo etched deep into your skin, these kinds of scars are pinned to your heart.

It reminds you of what had once grazed you. Reminding you of the tussle you went through, but most importantly, it reminds you of your strength. Your willpower to overcome, & your ability to keep living.

You got hit by a brick wall once, sometimes twice, or thrice. But somehow you've made it to the other side, scarred but definately not broken.

Temporarily, we forget to breathe, we forget to smile, we forget what we deserve. The cuts & bruises make us falter & they impede our capacity. But no matter the affliction, we get better.

Sometimes we need to pinch ourselves to wake up from the nightmare. But you're most definately alive & breathing.

You make me want to jump, you make me wanna leap. But I'm scared.

I'm pretty sure that there's a lot that's going through my head. A lot where you have no idea. I'm not sure if it's something you want to hear. But there's a big part of me that wants to let you know so badly.

If it was just based on how I felt, I'd tell you - no questions asked.

Maybe I'm making it complicated, more than I should be - like you know, it's something I always tend to do.


I've learned to trust the people who care about me. I've finally understood that no matter what, people that I care about will hurt me, but obviously not on purpose. It's the last thing they would want to do. But as they aren't perfect, they will disappoint & I'll get hurt, as I will at one point or another hurt & disappoint them as I am not perfect myself.

Enjoy the hurt, the pain, & everything in between. It's what makes us better. It's what makes us more understanding.

A little bird once told me that actions speak louder than words. That eighty percent of what a person isn't saying is being emulated through their actions.

What are you meant to believe. A persons actions or words?

Dilemma? For some people, they are often given empty promises followed by cheap excuses when the promises aren't fulfilled. These people are blinded as they fail to see that the person that made them that promise is toxic.

Then there are a select few who have a difficult time trying to express what they're trying to say. They're stuck in limbo & leave it up to their words to explain for them.

Ahh yes, then there are those who don't say anything at all & just leave it up to their actions to communicate. While the surrounding people try hard to decipher what on earth they're trying to express!

I suppose you can truly rely on a persons words when they match it with appropriate actions.

I also conclude that you're confusing. Or maybe that's wishful thinking? Because I don't want to believe my instincts.

I also believe that I'm a bad liar. I keep fighting it when I'm undeniably head over heels. With a clear fat sign on top of my head!

Dumb (duhm) v. Temporarily unable to speak; refraining from any or much speech; silent.

Why is it, that when it comes to the crucial moments in life we get dumb. When we're confronted by a life changing opportunity we're silent. When we're asked questions we already know the anwser to we fail to articulate them through words.

Because we fear. We fear the risk. The risk of hurting.

It's funny how it's the intelligent ones that become dumb. We use our minds to assess these situations & come to a logical conclusion that we'll get hurt if we try. Losing any opportunity of grasping what we want.

It's funny how the dumb ones who speak too openly end up being intelligent. They use their hearts to speak for them. They chase their ambition with the passion that drives them, not with the little voice in their head that tells them not to.

They leap knowing they will get hurt. Leaping, aware of the fact that they'll hurt more if they didn't chase. Going through life with 'what if' echoing through their veins. Society labels them as crazy as they don't conform to logical thinking.

You won't open your mouth because you're scared of admitting the undeniable truth. You get dumb because you're scared of allowing yourself to fall. You're cautious because if you fall you'll hurt. Not just yourself. You're even more scared of hurting the one you want to hold close. Because you know that once you make a wrong move, their world will fall apart. & when their world falls your world will crash & burn as well.

You think you're protecting her from the pain. But you can't keep her safe forever. You can't stop her from getting hurt. The only thing hurting her is the fact that, you're acting dumb.

I've realised that I've deprived you of a good entry for how many weeks now?

I've really got nothing to express, but I do notice that people do great things when inspired.

When people are inspired they're motivated to do things.

Therefore you guys can conclude that I'm not inspired & not very motivated to write.

When something tickles my fancy I'll inform you guys first!

There's nothing shameful about hurting. We were programed to feel.

The pain is like a horrific stabbing, although it only, most definately lasts for just a little while. But like most lacerations, they heal; you're left in the end with nothing broken. You are however, scarred. Just like a tattoo etched deep into your skin, these kinds of scars are pinned to your heart.

It reminds you of what had once grazed you. Reminding you of the tussle you went through, but most importantly, it reminds you of your strength. Your willpower to overcome, & your ability to keep living.

You got hit by a brick wall once, sometimes twice, or thrice. But somehow you've made it to the other side, scarred but definately not broken.

Temporarily, we forget to breathe, we forget to smile, we forget what we deserve. The cuts & bruises make us falter & they impede our capacity. But no matter the affliction, we get better.

Sometimes we need to pinch ourselves to wake up from the nightmare. But you're most definately alive & breathing.

You make me want to jump, you make me wanna leap. But I'm scared.

I'm pretty sure that there's a lot that's going through my head. A lot where you have no idea. I'm not sure if it's something you want to hear. But there's a big part of me that wants to let you know so badly.

If it was just based on how I felt, I'd tell you - no questions asked.

Maybe I'm making it complicated, more than I should be - like you know, it's something I always tend to do.


I've learned to trust the people who care about me. I've finally understood that no matter what, people that I care about will hurt me, but obviously not on purpose. It's the last thing they would want to do. But as they aren't perfect, they will disappoint & I'll get hurt, as I will at one point or another hurt & disappoint them as I am not perfect myself.

Enjoy the hurt, the pain, & everything in between. It's what makes us better. It's what makes us more understanding.

As you've guessed, my name is Thea which is greek for goddess. I'm a seventeen year old, who currently attends Macquarie University studying B-Comm accounting.

I was born on the eighteenth day of April 1990, which makes me a firey Aries and born in the year of the Horse, who has a love for diamonds and romance.

I am an only child which explains the abnormal behaviour I promulgate. Throughout the years I've learned how to entertain myself without turning into a complete psychopath. Unfortunately, I dislike the spoilt brat cliche I'm often imposed with. I don't consider myself a snob, who is obsessed with materialistic highs. Although I admit I can be a brat .. sometimes, especially when you push the wrong buttons.

I'd assume if you met me, you'd think I'm very much angelic, quiet & bubbly. Only the last would probably be true. I'd say I have split personalities, not only split but multiple! One day I could be tearing your head off, the next I'd be showering you with hugs & kisses. But one thing is certain, whatever my mood, I'll express it with my face & actions. I'm often told that I have mature thoughts, & that only applies sometimes as I'm a kid at heart.

My hair is naturally brown, so please don't annoy me by asking what colour dye I use. My father being spanish explains why an Asian like me doesn't have charcoal black hair. I was born and raised for four years in the Philippines until my family migrated to Australia.

Being asian has its quirks, such as having the ability to outrun anything, having a super fast metabolism, believing in the supernatural and being tiny enough to fit into small crevices. Or maybe the last aberration only applies to me, I'm what you would call 'petite.'

I follow the Catholic religion, so you'd probably see me attending church every Sunday morning or night and reading the bible for inspirational quotes on how to live my life. But this doesn't mean I'm perfect, I do of course have flaws.

You'll see me prowling around the area with mainly boys. Boys are genuine & don't usually obsess about useless gossips. I enjoy being one of the boys. Playing sports, being immature and immersing myself in obscure activities, which in most cases are illegal, absolutely hilarious and extremely fun!

Yes, I'm an athletic type. I'll be up for anything! Throughout my years, the sports that I have competed in have been Basketball, Indoor Soccer & Swimming.

Not only do I enjoy playing, but I love watching sports. What girl can resist hot, sweaty boys? With their big muscular arms and athletic body. Rugby does it for me! & those basketball & soccer players - oh damn.

I'm currently content with being single. I'm not looking for anything temporary, & I'm not really keen in looking or testing out the waters. But you know what they say, you think you know what you want .. but you really haven't a clue. If you're really something amazing, you may sweep me off my feet without me or you even knowing.

I have issues with technology, as I believe they killed any prospects of romance. Then again it could just be the boys of my generation that don't seem to have the romantic gene. Old fashioned dates is something I want revived!

Reading beautiful prose is what I live for. I'm what you would call a book nerd and I'm a sucker for Romance novels. Although a hearty laugh is what I love. Books allow me to escape into a realm on contentment, which my life usually lacks.

Throughout my life, I've met a few bad eggs, so don't hate if I have trust issues. I also have a habit of twisting your words to suit my frame of mind. It takes someone special to beat me at my mind games. My advise, give up & let me win, you'll do me & yourself a favour.

Feel privilaged if I call you a friend. This does not include if you are someone on my MSN list or if I have accepted you on myspace. But once you're in my little network of 'true friends' you'll be showered with love & appreciation. You'll also get an earful of how great I am & how lucky you are to have someone sexy like me in your life!

I'm going to end with the best thing to do in the world! & that is eating. It's my favourite thing to do! Food is the most beautiful thing on this whole entire planet. It never disappoints! More likely than not you'll find me chewing, if not, i'll have a bag of treats secretly stashed.