Don't do this. Don't do that. Clean this. Clean that. What happened here? What happened there? Why did you do this? Why did you do that? Fix this. Fix that. Why aren't you perfect like me?

Shut the f*ck up. Open your eyes & maybe you'll see you're not perfect.

Stop blaming things on me, because those imperfections that are apparently caused by me are merely a figment of your imagination, wishful thinking - not true.

You love to control me & make me feel like an incompetent imbicile, who's only good for being screamed at.

Get lost because I don't want to hear it. I'm so sick & tired of hearing your complaints & how I make your life a miserable firey hell!

I have lost all respect for you. All of it.

You talk about respect, yet you can't seem to give it. Nothing gives you the right to talk down on me & make me feel like an idiot every living second of my life. Your spiteful words annoy me & all they do is make me disrespect you further.

Stop scrutinizing my miniscule actions. Stop magnifying every little thing you think I do wrong. I am perfectly capable of telling myself that I am not perfect & you breathing down my neck doesn't help. You shit me. I don't need another toxic person in my life telling me how incapable & unworthy I am!

The hole's getting bigger, & it's getting harder to fill. Sooner or later you'll find yourself standing alone in an empty world with nothing but your cold, harsh heart.

If I had it my way, I'd cut you out of my life & never speak to you again. I hate you.

Strong words from a dumb eighteen year old, wouldn't you agree?

Don't do this. Don't do that. Clean this. Clean that. What happened here? What happened there? Why did you do this? Why did you do that? Fix this. Fix that. Why aren't you perfect like me?

Shut the f*ck up. Open your eyes & maybe you'll see you're not perfect.

Stop blaming things on me, because those imperfections that are apparently caused by me are merely a figment of your imagination, wishful thinking - not true.

You love to control me & make me feel like an incompetent imbicile, who's only good for being screamed at.

Get lost because I don't want to hear it. I'm so sick & tired of hearing your complaints & how I make your life a miserable firey hell!

I have lost all respect for you. All of it.

You talk about respect, yet you can't seem to give it. Nothing gives you the right to talk down on me & make me feel like an idiot every living second of my life. Your spiteful words annoy me & all they do is make me disrespect you further.

Stop scrutinizing my miniscule actions. Stop magnifying every little thing you think I do wrong. I am perfectly capable of telling myself that I am not perfect & you breathing down my neck doesn't help. You shit me. I don't need another toxic person in my life telling me how incapable & unworthy I am!

The hole's getting bigger, & it's getting harder to fill. Sooner or later you'll find yourself standing alone in an empty world with nothing but your cold, harsh heart.

If I had it my way, I'd cut you out of my life & never speak to you again. I hate you.

Strong words from a dumb eighteen year old, wouldn't you agree?

As you've guessed, my name is Thea which is greek for goddess. I'm a seventeen year old, who currently attends Macquarie University studying B-Comm accounting.

I was born on the eighteenth day of April 1990, which makes me a firey Aries and born in the year of the Horse, who has a love for diamonds and romance.

I am an only child which explains the abnormal behaviour I promulgate. Throughout the years I've learned how to entertain myself without turning into a complete psychopath. Unfortunately, I dislike the spoilt brat cliche I'm often imposed with. I don't consider myself a snob, who is obsessed with materialistic highs. Although I admit I can be a brat .. sometimes, especially when you push the wrong buttons.

I'd assume if you met me, you'd think I'm very much angelic, quiet & bubbly. Only the last would probably be true. I'd say I have split personalities, not only split but multiple! One day I could be tearing your head off, the next I'd be showering you with hugs & kisses. But one thing is certain, whatever my mood, I'll express it with my face & actions. I'm often told that I have mature thoughts, & that only applies sometimes as I'm a kid at heart.

My hair is naturally brown, so please don't annoy me by asking what colour dye I use. My father being spanish explains why an Asian like me doesn't have charcoal black hair. I was born and raised for four years in the Philippines until my family migrated to Australia.

Being asian has its quirks, such as having the ability to outrun anything, having a super fast metabolism, believing in the supernatural and being tiny enough to fit into small crevices. Or maybe the last aberration only applies to me, I'm what you would call 'petite.'

I follow the Catholic religion, so you'd probably see me attending church every Sunday morning or night and reading the bible for inspirational quotes on how to live my life. But this doesn't mean I'm perfect, I do of course have flaws.

You'll see me prowling around the area with mainly boys. Boys are genuine & don't usually obsess about useless gossips. I enjoy being one of the boys. Playing sports, being immature and immersing myself in obscure activities, which in most cases are illegal, absolutely hilarious and extremely fun!

Yes, I'm an athletic type. I'll be up for anything! Throughout my years, the sports that I have competed in have been Basketball, Indoor Soccer & Swimming.

Not only do I enjoy playing, but I love watching sports. What girl can resist hot, sweaty boys? With their big muscular arms and athletic body. Rugby does it for me! & those basketball & soccer players - oh damn.

I'm currently content with being single. I'm not looking for anything temporary, & I'm not really keen in looking or testing out the waters. But you know what they say, you think you know what you want .. but you really haven't a clue. If you're really something amazing, you may sweep me off my feet without me or you even knowing.

I have issues with technology, as I believe they killed any prospects of romance. Then again it could just be the boys of my generation that don't seem to have the romantic gene. Old fashioned dates is something I want revived!

Reading beautiful prose is what I live for. I'm what you would call a book nerd and I'm a sucker for Romance novels. Although a hearty laugh is what I love. Books allow me to escape into a realm on contentment, which my life usually lacks.

Throughout my life, I've met a few bad eggs, so don't hate if I have trust issues. I also have a habit of twisting your words to suit my frame of mind. It takes someone special to beat me at my mind games. My advise, give up & let me win, you'll do me & yourself a favour.

Feel privilaged if I call you a friend. This does not include if you are someone on my MSN list or if I have accepted you on myspace. But once you're in my little network of 'true friends' you'll be showered with love & appreciation. You'll also get an earful of how great I am & how lucky you are to have someone sexy like me in your life!

I'm going to end with the best thing to do in the world! & that is eating. It's my favourite thing to do! Food is the most beautiful thing on this whole entire planet. It never disappoints! More likely than not you'll find me chewing, if not, i'll have a bag of treats secretly stashed.