Spare me the lecture, I already know. It's been a month since I actually decided to hit the post button on any of my entries. Trust me, I've written, edited & deleted so many entries. Just to assure that I haven't been living under a rock, I have been living a carefree existance with very little problems, or so I would like you to think.

I suppose I've been emotionally unstable for the past few months, I've been a little too emotional & maybe at times a big drama queen. I guess I have my reasons, I could try to explain myself, but then I'd just be emo again. Insanity aside, life has been running how I remember it should be, complicated, but quite amusing, full of laughs & contentment.

Life has so many twists, many unusual ways of letting you discover secrets you shouldn't have, details about one's life you weren't intending to know.

It's funny isn't it? It's like walking down the street & being approached by a complete stranger, only to have them stumble as they walked past & fall. They pretend like it didn't exist, yet you're left dumbfounded & with a reason to smile for the rest of the day. You then spread this most unfortunate incident with your beloved friends, hoping to infect them with a giggle too.

Then there are other instances where you can't explain why such a certain situation makes you spew half the contents of your dinner from laughing too much.

When we rewind to scenes involving 'cut' moments, we often watch the other character exploding with words they will later swallow. It's a case of 'becareful what you wish for' because as we know, the rest of the saying goes 'it may come true' & in most cases they do.

Sometimes people hurt us, & we sometimes choose not to do anything about it. When we don't, we're winners because karma is mother nature's way of seeking revenge. The irony of it all is that we 'scarred' ones never intended to fight fire with fire.

Why go the trouble of plotting evil deeds, when all you had to do was nothing.

Life's pretty amazing like that, wouldn't you agree?

Spare me the lecture, I already know. It's been a month since I actually decided to hit the post button on any of my entries. Trust me, I've written, edited & deleted so many entries. Just to assure that I haven't been living under a rock, I have been living a carefree existance with very little problems, or so I would like you to think.

I suppose I've been emotionally unstable for the past few months, I've been a little too emotional & maybe at times a big drama queen. I guess I have my reasons, I could try to explain myself, but then I'd just be emo again. Insanity aside, life has been running how I remember it should be, complicated, but quite amusing, full of laughs & contentment.

Life has so many twists, many unusual ways of letting you discover secrets you shouldn't have, details about one's life you weren't intending to know.

It's funny isn't it? It's like walking down the street & being approached by a complete stranger, only to have them stumble as they walked past & fall. They pretend like it didn't exist, yet you're left dumbfounded & with a reason to smile for the rest of the day. You then spread this most unfortunate incident with your beloved friends, hoping to infect them with a giggle too.

Then there are other instances where you can't explain why such a certain situation makes you spew half the contents of your dinner from laughing too much.

When we rewind to scenes involving 'cut' moments, we often watch the other character exploding with words they will later swallow. It's a case of 'becareful what you wish for' because as we know, the rest of the saying goes 'it may come true' & in most cases they do.

Sometimes people hurt us, & we sometimes choose not to do anything about it. When we don't, we're winners because karma is mother nature's way of seeking revenge. The irony of it all is that we 'scarred' ones never intended to fight fire with fire.

Why go the trouble of plotting evil deeds, when all you had to do was nothing.

Life's pretty amazing like that, wouldn't you agree?

As you've guessed, my name is Thea which is greek for goddess. I'm a seventeen year old, who currently attends Macquarie University studying B-Comm accounting.

I was born on the eighteenth day of April 1990, which makes me a firey Aries and born in the year of the Horse, who has a love for diamonds and romance.

I am an only child which explains the abnormal behaviour I promulgate. Throughout the years I've learned how to entertain myself without turning into a complete psychopath. Unfortunately, I dislike the spoilt brat cliche I'm often imposed with. I don't consider myself a snob, who is obsessed with materialistic highs. Although I admit I can be a brat .. sometimes, especially when you push the wrong buttons.

I'd assume if you met me, you'd think I'm very much angelic, quiet & bubbly. Only the last would probably be true. I'd say I have split personalities, not only split but multiple! One day I could be tearing your head off, the next I'd be showering you with hugs & kisses. But one thing is certain, whatever my mood, I'll express it with my face & actions. I'm often told that I have mature thoughts, & that only applies sometimes as I'm a kid at heart.

My hair is naturally brown, so please don't annoy me by asking what colour dye I use. My father being spanish explains why an Asian like me doesn't have charcoal black hair. I was born and raised for four years in the Philippines until my family migrated to Australia.

Being asian has its quirks, such as having the ability to outrun anything, having a super fast metabolism, believing in the supernatural and being tiny enough to fit into small crevices. Or maybe the last aberration only applies to me, I'm what you would call 'petite.'

I follow the Catholic religion, so you'd probably see me attending church every Sunday morning or night and reading the bible for inspirational quotes on how to live my life. But this doesn't mean I'm perfect, I do of course have flaws.

You'll see me prowling around the area with mainly boys. Boys are genuine & don't usually obsess about useless gossips. I enjoy being one of the boys. Playing sports, being immature and immersing myself in obscure activities, which in most cases are illegal, absolutely hilarious and extremely fun!

Yes, I'm an athletic type. I'll be up for anything! Throughout my years, the sports that I have competed in have been Basketball, Indoor Soccer & Swimming.

Not only do I enjoy playing, but I love watching sports. What girl can resist hot, sweaty boys? With their big muscular arms and athletic body. Rugby does it for me! & those basketball & soccer players - oh damn.

I'm currently content with being single. I'm not looking for anything temporary, & I'm not really keen in looking or testing out the waters. But you know what they say, you think you know what you want .. but you really haven't a clue. If you're really something amazing, you may sweep me off my feet without me or you even knowing.

I have issues with technology, as I believe they killed any prospects of romance. Then again it could just be the boys of my generation that don't seem to have the romantic gene. Old fashioned dates is something I want revived!

Reading beautiful prose is what I live for. I'm what you would call a book nerd and I'm a sucker for Romance novels. Although a hearty laugh is what I love. Books allow me to escape into a realm on contentment, which my life usually lacks.

Throughout my life, I've met a few bad eggs, so don't hate if I have trust issues. I also have a habit of twisting your words to suit my frame of mind. It takes someone special to beat me at my mind games. My advise, give up & let me win, you'll do me & yourself a favour.

Feel privilaged if I call you a friend. This does not include if you are someone on my MSN list or if I have accepted you on myspace. But once you're in my little network of 'true friends' you'll be showered with love & appreciation. You'll also get an earful of how great I am & how lucky you are to have someone sexy like me in your life!

I'm going to end with the best thing to do in the world! & that is eating. It's my favourite thing to do! Food is the most beautiful thing on this whole entire planet. It never disappoints! More likely than not you'll find me chewing, if not, i'll have a bag of treats secretly stashed.