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What I Need
Monday, June 23 7:09 PM

You look, you see, you want, you get. The rules of attraction. To get what you want you act like the guy she wants you to be, you put on a tough front hiding away your insecurities, your aspirations & fears. To please her you start to act differently. You've become more tough, rough & you'll do your very best to be cool.

She's the girl you want, the girl you dream & fantasize about. The girl who's attached to your arm, like a dazzling diamond, the girl that makes heads turn when she walks into the room. Your ego's been fed, & you're the one that every guy wants to be.

She has you wrapped around her delicate fingers. She fulfills your every desire but there's something missing & you don't know what it is. But it doesn't matter, because you have what you want, & that's her.

What you seem to forget is that you can't go on forever pretending to be something you're not. You can't magically change who you are, even though you try your very best to. In the end you'll be left feeling void & lost because you realise she has fallen for someone who isn't real.

Yet you had someone in your life who accepted you perfectly as you are. Who knew what you were most freightened of, all of your insecurities & dark secrets of your past. She cared for the real you, the one that needn't pretend, the one that wasn't perfect.

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She may have what I want, but you're the one I need. She may look like the girls in the videos, but you're the one for me. I used to think she was so fly but if you asked why, really couldn't tell you why. It's so clear to see, she ain't for me, cause you're the one for me.
Deepside
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What we often want, are they what we always need? & what we often need, are they what we always want? Or maybe, the ones we need are what we most secretly really want.

Let me put it to you this way, like Chris Brown & Jordin Sparks sing, how am I suppose to breathe with no air? If you can live without them, you probably don't need them. You just haven't found your air.



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Any spelling or grammatical errors are due to very rare epileptic fits I experience in my fingers & spasms experienced in the brain. Mind you, no one else will experience such occurances. If you can't deal with that, you are free to chuck your own spasms & make yourself look like a delusional fool.