Love is a
little game we play, filled with
uncertainties,
thirlls, &
excitement.
In simplistic terms, it's like playing
'jump rope' in the school yard when you had to
find a moment to run in between the ropes.
Sometimes you could run in & be in the moment
straight away & jump for
ages. Some days you'd
stand there &
never find the rhythm. Other days you'd
run & get
whacked in the face by the rope.
If only this
childish game was really like the big kids game we adolescents play. Where getting
whacked in the face was only a
momentary pain, soon forgotten the next day, with
no scars to remind you of that incident.
But what if playing with skipping ropes was
really the
key of moving forward in the battlefield?
Then all I have to do is
believe that one day I'll find the
perfect rhythm that allows me to jump
forever. Until then, all I have to do is keep taking my
chances with my head screwed on tightly.
The
hardest part of that game was
knowing when to
jump. But being
good at the game was about
blind faith & courage in the end; & about
never giving up, no matter how many times you'd be whacked in the face or knowing how
painful it could be.
When we're finally driven by
courage, it becomes easy to
smile &
laugh. We're able to feel
every jump, the ups & the downs that comes along with it; & though at times it may be a
struggle, being a part of that rollercoaster moment was
worth overcoming the
unknowns of the future.
For my
beautiful friend. Give it a
chance because in the end you will be okay. It'll only hurt for a
little while if you jumped at the
wrong time. But
you'll be
guaranteed that I'd be there to pick you up &
encourage you to jump
again. Maybe not straight away, but when the
bruises are
gone.
**
Chris Brown - First Day Of Spring
You give me this feeling
Willing to give you my time
You make me feel like everything's alright
It's sort of like
Hearing the birds chirpin’In the morning light
Or maybe even receiving a kiss goodnight
You got me believing we just might
End up being more then just two friends
When were together It feels, I feel
The sunny weather puts a smile right on my face
So why would I ever turn my back on what we have
You always bring that first day of spring
**
Uni results came out the
other night. When they were released I was tucked into bed, watching TV until
Tyson decided to message the Macq kids announcing the news. "
Uni resuls are out kids." Hands shaking, breathing becoming more rapid, & body being shot with a wave of goosebumps followed by trickles of sweat from my forehead I tried to push the anxiety
out of my head & fall asleep. Feeling
too agitated to sleep, I
had to
know how I went. A push of a button & a few clicks of the mouse I entered the Macquarie eStudent access page.
Type,
type, type.
... Loading
BAM !
Accounting 1A - Pass
Elements & Techniques of Finance - Pass
Introductory Statistics - Distinction
Macroeconmic Principles - Distinction
A euphoric breath of
relief escaped my mouth &
excitement set in.
Congratulations bitch! You did it.
As I'm currently only enrolled into three units this semester, I have Monday & Friday off. So to increase my load & to make next year a
tad lighter I might pick a second year unit. That way it becomes easier & I might be able to meet a few older
hotties. I swear the latter isn't my main reason for wanting to pick up a second year unit. Though I
admit, it's a
bonus.